You need to get out of the ditch -

Whatever is true is true; and whatever is wrong is wrong - all the rest is just fluff and does not really amount to anything of real Eternal Substance! Your life is either up or down - because plus and negative can not exist in the same place and time {this is one of the Laws of physics I learned and witnessed as an electrical engineer}.

 One of God's Laws is that you can not have your will going in one direction and then expect to get results you want going the opposite evil way!  This is because if you yield and serve the devil, you give him total control.  Therefore you will not reap the benefits of living a godly life.  This not because God does not flow, or that He's looking at you as unworthy!  Mainly because we all are and have been unworthy in our earthly existence!

God does not move in people's lives because they deserve it...  However - in order to see His Blessings and provisions - {His Will} - manifested in your life ; you must learn to cooperate with Him!!  Because prayer, belief and your positive will based upon the Truth of God's Blessings determine the outcome.  Learn to get out of the ditch of disrepair!

Your personal is very powerful, important and controlling in your life. It alone will help decide how and where you will spend Eternity!  One of the most important things I have learned about our life is that  - it is your beliefs or eternal view which will either; cause you to accept the Truth of God or to simply give up and fall pry to the evil of the universe!

Many people fail because they will not or do not ever belief the truth of God in their lives...
If going into a game a team believes that they can not or will not win - then they just wrote that defeat into their lives...  And they will not win!  This goes for battles where two adversaries meet  - where one side does not believe that can or will win the battle then it becomes so!  This is true in your life also dear friend!

I have personally seen and know of people who could and should have survived the injury or disease - just give up and die because they simply gave up!

This is how the Believer's Authority operates - on Faith and the Truth of God in their life!